Just For You

Love is a poison,
Spreading silently in my vein,
Hurting me...
The pain is excruciating.
My tears fall again,
Fall again...fall again.

Shall I fall in love again?
I wonder and wonder.
The venom of love,
Piercing every inch of my heart,
Suffocating me,
As I'm gasping for air,
Attempting to emerge out,
This cloud of sadness.
But I hesitated, not willing
To give up any tiny bits of hope.
Still, nothing I expect happened.
I wait patiently,
From eager to depression.
I cried once again,
bitterly...bitterly.

I suppress my sadness,
I let out a disappointment sigh,
All the times we used to be,
All the things we used to do,
Everything, was flawless
The curvature of your smile,
Vanished into vapor,
Long gone...long gone.

I no longer have anything to fret,
But the worries towards you keep lingering,
So, I pray silently from afar,
You are away from lustful creature,
Away from grave danger.
Yet,I couldn't ask you for coming back to
Love me...love me.

Rain fall,wind howl,moon gleams,
At the demented me,
Urging to wash away happiness I cling on.
Alas,I have kept it locked down my heart,
Protected by the chambers although your love rebels.
The happiness I claim,
Turning savagely into hideous monster,
Lurking down my petty heart,
Devouring my pain.
It is painful,the heartpain I feel now,
Too pain..too pain.

Before you distort in my mind,
This poem has sealed everything,
Our memories,our pain,our time and
Everything we have been through.
Once,you loved me that deep,
Once,you sacrifire everything for me,
Had become hatred and disgust.
I tried to save back our love,
But you have locked the path to your heart,
You don't trust me anymore,
Albeit all the words I said.
You have give up our love,
Just a blink of an eye.
I wouldn't not blame you either
For all cruel decision you have made.
My love for you are eternal,
Because I have used up my whole life,
I shall wait for you till death.
However,can I really do it?
I ask...I ask.

This is why I have,
Sealed all my love in this poem,
A small corner of my heart you took away.

If anyone read this poem,

They would know how deep I love you

Or maybe someday,

Probably after I'm gone from this realistic world,
My heart will be freed from this seal,
To where we first met…